The rooms were dark and still. The lights were dim in the main chamber and the ambiance was hushed, if not a little tense, as a black shadow passed over the concrete floor. The cloak swept around his feet as the figure walked, the leather boots thudding loudly upon the hard stone. Silver glinted at his waist for the fraction of a second when the man had thrust the left side of the fabric over his shoulder to pluck the Jacobean hat from its stand. Setting it atop the black wig, V felt empowered at last, his heart beating fast in his chest, like a soldier garbed in uniformed attire before heading out for war. The silence within the walls of the labyrinthine underground had been different before because he had been ignorant of its true meaning. The truth was revealed at last, even though the smoke and mirrors persisted to obscure it, allowing him to make that first step into a heated conversation that he would rather not partake in at the moment, hence, his going out.
V ascended to the Upper World, using the lift in lieu of the train tunnels; Victoria Station would be too bogged down with passers by and tourists. He soon felt compelled to abandon that familiar exit and entrance to his home, though because of that, he kept vigilant watch over the bottom most stairs that led to the tunnels, assuring that no one would find the way by accident. So, it was to the rooftops that he would leave.
As he passed over the threshold, clanging the old metal door shut behind him, V was struck with that terribly familiar sight — the grey concrete of the roof spread out before him, the skyline of London lit up seemingly for his view alone. It was here that she had been born again, casting aside her childhood fears; shedding the scared little girl named Evey to emerge as an assertive and unafraid woman named Eve. He had never felt more proud of her as she had embraced the rain, filling its light into her soul as he had done the same with its opposite element so many years before. As wonderful as the moment was, it had also been bittersweet as V had known well that she would leave him soon. What a pang in his heart that he had had to suppress.
With a dark sound coming from the back of his throat, V thrust the memory out of his mind, turning away roughly into the wind where it caught his cloak. It blew strongly, almost pushing him back, trying to deter him from what he was about to do — what he felt compelled to do and *needed* to do above all else. He mocked the very wind, the very heavens themselves and all the earth that lay before him as he raised his porcelain visage — his true face to the sky. This was what he was and what he would *always* be — the personification of the deepest hatred, that familiar inferno raging just beneath the surface of the skin that had been eaten away by that same fire. How it coursed and writhed within his veins.
For the wind to be so protestant, the clouds certainly were in his favor as they floated ominously over the moon, causing what little light that could be seen to diminish and the shadows to become even more menacing in their deepest pitch.
Black as his eyes, as the clothes that he wore and the hilt of the weapons at his belt, the shadows were his to command. Melting into their malice, V fluidly pulled himself over the side and used a pipe to make his way to the alley ways below. He kept the hat pulled low over the ivory brow, his head bent down as he raced down the length of the alley, reaching its end and turning without breaking stride. V wasn’t careless, it was as if he knew who would be out here, who he would meet and when; knowing well that their end would come by his hands. He could see it vividly in his mind. The images excited him, causing the blood to pump loudly in his ears and to be in synch with his heart. Vehemently vivacious, vivid, and venomous this vagary …
Amidst the dark excitement, even darker memories began to creep to the front of his mind. Whether it was to stop him or drive him forward, V didn’t know, but it made him insanely livid. In his growing anger, he ripped two daggers from his belt, gripping the hilts so tightly his fingers grew numb. It was kindling for this unstoppable fire.
He had been willing to drop everything, abandon even reason itself for a love that could only dream of being real — trying to sustain itself through something as fragile as a thought, an idea — words. If there was anything he understood, it was that — and oh, how unfeeling and emotionless it could be. He was an illusion living an illusion.
His boots thudded purposefully upon the hard cement as he walked. He could sense they were near. The sound of his breath magnified beneath the mask as it came heavy and short, making his skin hot. He gritted his teeth, trying to keep control of the emotion, restraining it until the precise moment as he stalked maliciously along the dark brick wall, nearing a juncture. Voices floated back to him on the protesting wind. A dark smirk pulled at his lips. Fate, you stupid, stupid force. How you offer me completely what I want and you don’t even realize it.
He heard two distinct voices, chit-chatting about things V hardly registered. What they had to say was of no importance, vastly insignificant; inferior wastes of life. V suddenly swept around, revealing himself, a black fire burning within the sockets of the grinning visage.
“These violent delights have violent ends,” he quoted in a frightfully deep and low tone as he twirled the blades in his hands. The two men just stared, rooted to the spot. Their eyes widened in recollection.
“Dear Christ …”
“The ghost of Christmas Past returned for verisimilar retribution,” he continued, advancing forward slowly.
V remained calm in this growing ecstasy. How his arms tingled, the need to lash out becoming all the more prevalent, coalescing and fueling with the memories that flashed through his mind; the injustice against his person.
And then he saw it — the scales tipped, the other side of the coin revealed. He hadn’t felt the need to fight an already losing battle — what would that get him? Nothing — the same as what will happen to the two men before him: ripped, bloody and broken beyond recognition. V’s insides burned at this thought, having felt much the same way, a metaphorical hurt paining him physically; the shadow of what he used to be flitted through his mind in fragments.
Guns were pulled but it seemed as if vertigo captured the world in its clutches and made everything sickeningly slow in motion. V rushed forward as two prominent clicks of the hammers being cocked shattered the silence. He had forsook them, forsook them all for her mere image so very long ago. How he had blindly adored her, how he easily had gotten drunk off that feeling until that bastard had come between them and ripped it away.
V’s arm raised up and a shot thundered and roared through the air, easily missing this violent monster of death’s personification. He grinned cruelly, like skulls with their cracked, toothy smiles, a disconcerting and unnerving sight. The empty black sockets peered from the ivory bone of metal that was Guy Fawkes. The ridicule he had had to endure, the absolute injustice — and the son of a bitch had felt compelled to watch his apparent suffering. It was V’s turn to watch. It was V’s turn to thrust and rip, slice and lacerate. He had been the victim of false accusations and now he would be the villain with cruel, steel blades.
An agonizing shout cut through the air as the dagger embedded itself within the crook of the nearest man’s shoulder, burley and heavy set and nearly as tall as V himself. V’s other arm came up from below, impaling up to the hilt in his groin. The dark haired man was lifted from his feet and slammed against the nearby wall. He coughed and spluttered, blood spilling from his mouth as he clutched at the gushing wound between his legs. V’s focus rested on the second man, standing at an average height with a much smaller, skinny frame, but this was far from over. Blood dripped from the dagger in his right gloved fist; he abandoned the other, leaving the weapon protruding from the first man’s neck. He wouldn’t be foolish enough to rip it out nor in any state to use it against the man in a mask.
The barrel was pointed straight at him, a familiar sight indeed but this time, V was lacking a breast plate. A shot at this range would, more than likely, be fatal, whether he had one or not. The hand moved subtly as the sandy haired man began to squeeze the trigger. The masked figure was on him before he had time to blink. V had moved so fast that it took the Fingerman a moment to figure out why his hand was in excruciating pain. The ligaments and muscle had been severed, rendering the hand useless as blood spilled from the cut in his wrist. The gun fell from his grip as a black leather hand wrapped around his throat.
The cuts, the lacerations, the impalings, they weren’t enough. They wouldn’t easily sate the fire in his veins, coiling his muscles, offering V an energy like nothing else. They didn’t suffer enough, he thought voraciously.
The man gasped painfully as his air passage tightened, alarmingly on the verge of being crushed. He reached up to grip and claw at the masked man’s arm. Blood stained the black fabric of his assailant’s long sleeved jerkin, spilling heavily from the man’s wrist. Sheathing the dagger, the hold on his neck receded slightly and V’s free arm gripped the Fingerman’s wrist and swiftly twisted it, hearing the bones crack and break before his scream rented the air.
Gloved fingers found their way around the hilt again and a dagger was calmly and unknowingly pulled back out. V hushed him. A simple sound as it was almost comforting. V almost found the vociferous screaming to be insulting. Of all the things he had had to endure in the facility of Larkhill … what was a cut and broken wrist? The man silenced at once, perplexed by that sudden uncharacteristic action or half hoping that, if he complied with everything this masked man asked, he would be set free.
Without another moment’s hesitation, the blade was plunged in between his ribs. V sharply and roughly twisted it back and forth until the man before him was choking and drowning on his own blood, a sure sign that a lung had been punctured, as was the intent. He quickly dropped the lout who crumpled to the ground, the sounds of his gagging becoming fainter as the moments passed. Soon, he was still. Now to retrieve what was rightfully his.
V turned on his heel, a looming and towering shape of blackness in this hell on earth. The white mask stood out harshly amidst such pitch, grinning all the while, finding humour in such gratuitous violence. The black eyes bore themselves into the half closed and disoriented eyes of the burley man at his feet, still clutching fervently at his crotch. The dagger still protruded from his shoulder.
“Why,” he wheezed painfully.
V stepped near. As he did so, the man instinctively tried to back away, shuffling about like some fat, lopsided fish on land, hoping to melt into the hard wall with no avail. The masked figure kneeled down, the white grin inches from his sweating and shaking face. No pupils. No discernible trace of emotion to be found, merely an endless black void.
“You are deserving of it,” V said simply, his deep, velvet tone filling the terrible silence around them. The man’s eyes started to cloud over.
“I believe you have something of mine,” V continued. “I would very much like to have it back, if you wouldn’t mind.” His tone was chilling in its calmness, as if he were asking for the return of a beloved book, it was so conversational. It was perplexing to V as it must have been to the dying man in front of him that the vehement fire was so quickly replaced with a calming coldness. Gone was that insane desire to rip and maim, along with the tingling sensation in his limbs. But he wasn’t the only one to deal with a sudden change. Gripping fear was no longer evident in the dying Fingerman. Acceptance and defeat took its place. The end was near for them both.
The man watched, wide eyed as black leather-clad fingers wrapped around the hilt protruding from his form. He was well aware of that white face remaining inches from his own. He couldn’t look into those depthless sockets and focused his last thoughts upon the weapon and the black gloved hand that held it.
The grin seemed to broaden with a tilt of his head as V peered into the man’s half turned face. V watched unremorsefully as he purposefully pulled the blade out with sickeningly slow gratification. The man winced, opening his mouth in a silent groan of pain. Blood spurted from the wound when the dagger was finally removed.
“He who rejects change is the architect of decay. The only human institution which rejects progress is the cemetery.”
His deep voice pierced through the burley man’s sporadic thoughts, causing him to look at V again. His skin was a sickly greyish tint as he shivered and shook with nerves. A silver glint caught the corner of his eye and he instinctively raised his hand up, the quickest reflex. V’s arm reared back and the blade ripped across the man’s thick throat, his eyes glazing over completely. A last gurgled cry and all was silent. Crimson slowly stained his front. The man’s hand fell back to his side, minus a few fingers.
The sound of metal clinking upon the cement didn’t go unnoticed as V stood up from the grotesque sight; neither did the silent figure watching in the shadows escape his observation. V twisted around, the black cloak furling behind him. His arm reared back to throw the cruel blade at the onlooker. A feminine shout stopped him at once. He remained motionless, his arm still raised, his muscles coiled and tensed, his breathing suddenly fast and short. Cloaked in shadows as she was, V could easily discern her, calculating in his head the detail of her features. She looked to be about fifteen or younger, her deep brown eyes widened in shock, her hands covering her mouth. Luscious brown curls fell around her slim shoulders. V’s eyes flicked all around them, in silent pursuit of anyone else lurking within the nearby vicinity. There was no one.
Comforted in that thought, he slowly lowered his arm and sheathed the terrible weapon. His main concern was finding out how much she had seen. Merely chancing upon the aftermath was damaging enough without having seen its virulent execution. Repeating his words from, what seemed, a life time ago, he said softly, “I assure you, I mean you no harm.” She remained in the shadows, even as he held his hand out to show his sincerity.
He remained still and calm as she remained silent and watchful, terror mingling with a hint of curiosity etched upon her young face. And for the first time in memory, V felt regret at what he had done. This girl had brought all reason back to him and he finally saw the selfishness of the act — Fingermen or not. He slowly withdrew his hand into the folds of his cloak and lowered his head slightly. “I’m sorry.”
Such passion and truthfulness in those two words must have stirred something in her, for the girl slowly crept out of the safety of the darkness, staring cautiously up at him. It was uncanny how she resembled Eve. He half wondered if he was not mad enough to see her everywhere, be it in paintings, in books, or in mere strangers. It was almost a little vexing. But he relinquished himself to the throes of the vicissitude of fate. The less verbal communication he had with the girl, the better off they would be, he concluded. And he turned away in the direction of that metallic sound heard earlier.
Gingerly, he plucked the severed finger from the bloody pool it had created, dripping once or twice as he brought it close for scrutinizing. It shone dully, a simple gold band clutched just above the laceration. Surprised that it hadn’t fallen off in the landing, he gripped it and pulled it from its prior owner and rested it within the leather palm of his hand. A more ornate band lay hidden underneath the leather of his left hand, sharing the same purpose, the same meaning behind the symbolism. Like the hazy images of a dream, it all melted away to reveal what he should’ve seen from the beginning. The shadows had betrayed him, giving him a false sense of isolation. The black cloak rustled gently at his feet, feeling the mockery of the wind as it blew through the alley way. His fingers curled around the ring, nestling it within his fist. He breathed a deep sigh. “No more killing,” he whispered softly.
The masked and cloaked figure wearily turned around, losing much of his imposing grandeur, and regarded the girl through black slits, the fire having dissipated, the anger vanished, and the smile upon Guy Fawkes returned to its jovial and amiable grin. He slowly stepped forward in hopes that she wouldn’t run off prematurely. When he stood in front of her, she gazed up at him, her eyes wide, her mouth open slightly, awed by this stranger and fearful of what he had done and what he would do. Wordlessly, V withdrew his hand from the folds of his cloak and turned his palm up, opening his fingers to reveal the gold ring, standing out starkly amongst the black leather.
“A ring of such prominence does no good amidst such dirge, such beauty in the tangible wastes of a gratuitous faux pas.”
His hand remained outstretched, waiting for her to pluck the ring from his palm. Her big eyes never left his own as she finally, hesitantly, reached her hand up and gripped the ring gingerly between her fingers. Abruptly, V withdrew his hand and straightened.
He stepped forward, a hand at her back and quickly ushered her away from the terrible sight. She didn’t object as they walked down the length of the alley, the din and noise from the main artery of London’s streets increased in level as they drew near. A street lamp washed over the girl and V stepped back into the safety of the shadows. His words reached her ears on the air.
“All that you see or seem, is but a dream within a dream.”
Turning back to face the masked stranger, she was greeted with nothing but the darkness of the mouth of the alley.